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Hey,

Are you lonely?
Did you still feel alone?
Even when your friend standing around you

Did you feel like holding all your tears when you laugh?

Or maybe you feel like a doll...

Yeah I know...

Thats suck right?

Thats a big problem I guess

You didn’t even sure where you can share your problem

Maybe you didn’t even sure what did you feel

Sometimes your tears just fall freely

Without any permission

They just go out and make you looks not good

Then sometimes,

You just feel angry with everything that didn’t going well in your life

But you know you can’t angry with God cause you realize,

That He know what you need better than you

And that just make you angry more than before to yourself

Deep in your heart,

You know you didn’t want to be like that

But it just be like that and you can’t control your self

It seems normal, as normal as your existence in this word

People said,

Experience build your behavior and you can’t control that 100%

Yes thats exactly right!!!

When you are a kid,

You still pure and naive...

Then one days, you will face a trial

Everything being important to build your character

But if that effect doesn’t good

You can’t change that perfectly in this age

Some people stuck and didn’t want to realize that they have a dark side

A weak side, in their self...

But they do, like everyone do...

Its easier to avoid that

But the best thing is to decrease that...

At least,

You try to be better...

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